Do I see sheets of plastic in your future?

I watched this show, a few times, because I love the game. BUT…this is how I felt every time I watched it. DID NOT make sense to me.

 What animal would represent your patronus?

I know it’s probably no surprise to a lot of people that I would choose an owl. There are many reasons for this. It’s beyond the simple symbolism surrounded such a stunning creature as the owl. The owl is known in many cultures to be wise, a keeper of knowledge as well as a harnesser of wealth and most of all protection. The Goddess of Wisdom and War was Athena, and she was known to take the form of an owl. The owl has often been known as a protector of the night and seer of souls. I personally would love this as a Patronus because of the limitless possibilities it would hold. I understand that having a Patronus does not make you attain the qualities or powers of the creature, in fact if I remember the story well enough I believe it’s simply an reflection of your characteristics. This being so I would love to view myself as comparable in characteristic to the many talents of an owl. In this world there are so many people that are dangerous, and you can’t always see them as what they are, whether that’s because they’ve changed the way they go about their current lives or they’ve just hidden their dangers very well. I’m sure you won’t agree with me when I express that I don’t believe people can make a complete change. There are aspects of a person that can change, some people may be better at evolving then others, but when it comes down to basic survival, a person is always the person they are within their heart and some people are dangerous. I know you and Ed have some kind of relationship, and I hope you’re careful because although he puts on this wonderful facade of being new and reborn, he’s not. He’s just as calloused, just as angry, and just as dangerous as he ever was, within his heart and soul. He’s smart though, and he knows that our community will absolutely not tolerate that kind of behavior. We still shun him, most of us, that smart ones anyway (or at the very least the ones who are aware of his past or remember it), will never accept him. Martin is just as bad, but at least he knows how it works and doesn’t try to interact with new people. Though I think part of that stems from his own preferences, not that I’d blame him really. Furthermore, Jordan’s opinion is the reality of it, people are seemingly “accepting” of what he’s “become” because they are numb to this world. They no longer feel and they find it easier to turn a blind eye and pretend it either doesn’t matter any longer or it simply never happened to them. Denial is a strong and delicious medicine, it’s the truth that’s bitter and hard to swallow.

What was the darkest thought you’ve ever had?

I did these to celebrate the wonderful 3 - 6 inches that hurricane Nemo was supposed to bring…yeah, that never happened.

fun with nails + fun with pokemon = poke-nails!

- King Midas (in Hercules)

I think this is a beautiful quote, and any good parent would abide by it. 

In the spirit of Movember.

How…do you get to be SO BEAUTIFUL and then throw it all away? This is Tawny Kitaen, she was in Hercules and Xena, and she was take your breath away gorgeous. Hence the first two pictures, but I don’t know, she got lost I guess. Hollywood will do that if you’re not careful. She’s shaped up, and looks good now, but wow…The middle two pictures were her during rehab and the last two are her today. She would have aged better if she didn’t get caught up…it’s a shame really. The pressure and stereotypes that surround beauty is dangerous. Glad I don’t give a shit what I look like!